HELLO, PEOPLE!

it's been ages since i posted anything here. so here i am. haha.

i have passed two out of 3 papers! yeay me! my t5 was so unexpected. thanks to Allah :')

so this tuesday is my last paper. i hope i'll pass this one too. cant waste another rm300. haha. havent see my family fr almost 3 weeks. tak pernah selama ni seh. miss them like hell.

till then , bye! wish me luck!

It's been a while.

i havent been updating my blog fr quite some time. i guess i've been busy doing important stuffs. haha i wish -..-

so whats new eh?

1) just finished my trials! weeehooo
2) being pissed at my KP. she sucks. booooooooo!
3) my finals on the 18th or so. cant go back to JB till 31st. heh
4) cant take audit. wtf. thanks miss lousy KP. t(^^t)

haha actually, ada banyakkkk lagi. but i cant really write it all. oh and school has started! padan muka my brothers. Haha. Oh and haziq's started working. i hope he'll last. haha. go brother!

ok, till next time. much love, farhah.

ACCA

i have to stop being so ignorant. i honestly thought uitm will handle the acca tingy fr us. but like always, i was wrong -..-

so today, me, nicha, dila and julin went to acca malaysia's office and we settled tings on our own.  A BIG THANKS TO NICHA'S DAD!

now dah super lega. tinggal nak daftar jek :)

wats up with the world?

so i just had a very exciting day. haha. thanks to christmas. i dont see anything wrong with wishing them. it's not like we have to pegang salib and sing Hallelujah pun. so ppl, CHILL.

what a night

so yeah. i cant sleep. and i did something bad. like sooo bad.

but i cleaned up my mess right after that.



HAZIQ, AKAK IS VERY SORRY. hahahaha :D

THE PICTURE'S HERE!

so i've waited centuries for the pictures to be uploaded. and here they are!

PULAU SIBU <3 !

Hilman aka Little Monster

Freaky Abang and Baby.

arent we cute?

left - miss awesome. right - mr ugly

haha -..-

OMBAKKKK! 

MUNTAH BABY!!

WE ARE AWESOME!

mia familia <3 ! rambut dodo tebal -..-

anak kambing ni sangat comel.

ni je yg sempat upload. so yeah,, more upcoming!

WHERE THE HECK IS THE PICTURES??

serious adik adik aku nak upload gamba pun lambat.

SLOWPOKEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG! IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!

it started like, 10 minutes ago.

my phone vibrated. incoming text message. it's from my brother. i was kinda expecting it since he sat fr his computer test today. nak bragging dgn result dia la tuh. but it wasnt as i expected.

haziq : KAK, KAU PUNYA L DA SETAUN X?
me    : aaa, belum. bulan 2 ni setaun ah. nape??
haziq : kalau lebih setaun kena repeat dr KPP.
me    : OMFG! *dies*

i have a confession to make. I FUCKING HATE DRIVING. IT'S MY WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE. i hate everything about driving. every single thing. T___T

ahh major headache. argh. stress level to the max. holy crapping shit!

it's okay Farhah, u have till February to get over yr fear. inhale. exhale. driving a car isnt that hard. kan? *nervous, insincere laughs

ps : haziq got a 45. i got 47, so i won hahaha. sucker!
pps : i'll be going back to JB tomorrow. hoyeahhh! going to Sibu Island with mi familiaa <3 ahh sir, guess i wont be coming this monday. haha.

okay, time fr a nap, i bet imma die in my dream. car crash. BAAAAMMMMMMMMMM!!!

im trying. i swear.

cant really update anything because i'll get carried away and let my emotions control me. and that wont be pretty.

so yeah, IM TRYING AS BEST, AND AS HARD AS I CAN. hold yourself together, FARHAH!

to some ppl, this might be easy and not at all challenging. well, we all have our own limit. i, have never need to settle anything my entire life. any problems, any at all, my parents will always be there. but not now. they're far, and i have to stand on my own two feet. and this is hard, for me.

but im holding on. :) god gives me strength.

t(^^t)

The title might be little inapropriate, but i think it's super cute!!!

 t(^^t)   t(^^t)    HAHAH

how could anyone find it offensive?

oh today i went fr a tour at the art gallery, and lemme tell u this. IT'S FREAKING AWESOME! the painting is soo real it's as if it is alive. like OMG! how i envy people who could draw T__T

ahh tomorow is t5! i'm not sure whether i should read everything back again. huh. let time tells. haha

NOT ME :)

i was scrolling down my facebook page, and i saw one of my ex schoolmate posted ths video. about her ex classmates, u know vid of em having fun bla3. she said she misses school time and how much she enjoyed her schooldays.

well, NOT ME! i never like my school. not evn once. school sucks! at least mine does. i dont evn wanna set foot on Tasek 2's soil again. forever. haha. and if im given the chance to rewind time, and get back together with my classmates and all, im gonna say No. politely, of course. im not gonna let myself being sucked into that eternal hellhole. no sir.

i feel for u Calvin. haha. 

all i gotta say now is, THANK GOD IT'S OVER!!!! hahahaha. 

Midterm Exams

sigh. im not exactly excited with the idea of midterm examinations. yeah, sure, it's just midterm. BUT this midterm will determine wether i'll get study grant. oh and btw, it's rm300 per paper now. 0.o im not the type that revised last minute and then complained about it. i think it's kinda shallow. i prefer to get it done and over with.

usually i'll start studying a week before examinations. i'll finish one subject per day. i rather read everything thru and not waste time on certain topics. if there are topics that i dont get, then i'll get back at em after im done with the rest. that way, i dont get brain jammed. haha

and i prefer reading than calculating. well, not entirely true. calculating is easy, and as long as u remember the format, then u'r on the right track. but the format/formula is just too overwhelming fr me. esp my t7 paper. i prefer t5 than t7. i spent like 2 hours fr 5,6 chapters. yeah, i read fast. i skipped lines, and paragraphs. haha. sometimes i skipped pages. i dont understand why certain ppl took hours to finish 1,2 chapter. i mean, dont they get tired? it's easier if u scanned through the pages. well, at least fr me it does haha.

so im now dreading over my t7. i didnt read t7. i prefer to do questions. so i picked 3 questions per topic. i guess that's enough. we have lots of topics. ada 599 pages to read fr t7 haha. no way im going to put my brain thru hell. i've done 47 questions so far, and there are 122 questions for me to finish. im getting there. YEAY ME!

and my t6. well, i love my t6 and my sir is the best. i've revised the important topics, so i think i'll do fine. fine. not great.

t6-DONE. t5-DONE. t7-ON MY WAY!!!

see? who said studying is hard and tedious? just dont push yourself too hard. reward yourself every two hours. well, in my case, belajar sejam, reward sampai malam. HAHA. susah nak stay on track bila kat rumah. haha.

ah well, need to get back at my tv. it's FLASHPOINT time!

surprisingly cute

i have ths old friend back when i was form 2, 3. then he moved to india. but we remain close. since we're one of the few that can or at least, hv the courage to speak in english.


and today, surprisingly, he asked me about my crush. knowing him, and he would never ask that, i sensed something's wrong. and i was right! he's facing trouble with his love -..-

anyway, what im trying to say is, it's funny and scary how in love he is. i've known him fr a long time. he's childish, and immature and sadistic! n suddenly he's all ''i will give up my life for her''. and i was like ''wtf? chill dude''. he said he's found his true love. idk if it's true, but i do know this, she changed him, in a way i cant explain. does love do that to people? hmm.

well, whatever happens, i wish him goodluck. haha. he said he's still a virgin. thank god!

this is him. dharma. :D

Breaking Dawn

olla! as most of u know, breaking dawn part 1 is here!! finally. im a BIG fan of the saga. fr reasons im not sure myself. but i think they're awesome. plus the hotbods! DROOLLLSSS.

i've never liked edward, or bella to that matter. i love the werewolves! but i found jacob annoying and clingy and desperate. BUT NOT THIS TIME! he imprints on renesmee or nessie, as he called her. so no more obsessing over bella. YEAY HIM! my personal fave is Jasper the brooding vampire. SOOO FMH! haha.

cant wait fr the 2nd part. ;* oooh, im at home, till tuesday. so im lovin my precious moment here with my family.

HOME IS HAVEN.

Kids nowadays.

i cant sleep because it's raining, and i LOVE the thumpingy sound too much that my eyes just wont shut. so, i browsed through my facebook homepage. and this thing hit me. i realised that kids nowadays, are very much different than us.

fr example, my 11 year old cuz, surprised me when she typed '' lha ,, mlm - mlm poon x tdho lg kerx?'' never have i dare write or type something like this when i was 11. i dont even know what it meant back then.

and yesterday, a 13 year old boy, my junior, he went on a bitching rampage. he commented on his ''BAJET GEDIK'' seniors's status and photos. using undescribable words. words strictly forbidden, EVEN FR ME! i dont know what's wrong with him, but it sure scared the hell outta me.

and tday, again, i witnessed a fight btween primary school kids. i've never fought on facebook when i was 12. well, until i was15 actually. haha. aaah, the good old Mypace era.

i do hope the kids wont get carried away with this whole technology thingy. too much of anything is never good.

* tadi managed to learn 2 new dance fr perbarisan. susah gila.

THE GLORY !!!

alhamdulillah. malaysia menang with 5-4.

okay nak start cerita sekarang. 

azureen, zalikha, zamiah and me, semua excited pergi seksyen 7. dgn harapan dpt tgk kat Barra. but Barra penuh, so we settled kat D'seven. IT WAS AWESOME. memang boleh sakit jantung. the excitement, the screams, the damaged vocal-cord. haha. realised it's already past 11pm, we decided to balik Mawar. kalau x nnt gate dah kunci. haha. BUTTTTT, lalu sebelah kfc, and gambar dia terang gila. so berhenti tgk kat situ jap. haha. 

but kitorg stay there fr aout 10 minutes je, then terus lari balik Mawar. time tu dah start penalty. so we rushed to the TV room, and terpaksa tengok lalu tingkap sbb bilik dah penuh. OMG every kick was more intense than the kick before. everyone chanted ''APEK APEK APEK''. haha. glorious. 

AND WE WON!!!! i hope this kinda feeling comes more often. :) oooh lets pray esok cuti. johor cutiiii. T___T ehem ehem, sultan Johor, boleh tolong buatkan surat and hantar kat faculty hamba x??  hahah

NEKAD

im going to do this. yeah.



wish me luck people. i hope i dont die in the process. 

The Anisses

my new roommates semua nama Anis. haha. 

weird and creepy. -.-'' i hope this goes well :*

oh and tadi one of the dad asked me '' finals bila?''. i answerd ''bulan 1 ni pakcik. ths 30th midterm''. pakcik tu pun tanya lagi ''so, bulan 1 awak da habis lah?''

OMG BESTNYA KALAU JANUARY DAH HABIS!!!! T___T 

and now the room aint mine alone anymore T__T

got meself a new roommate. her name's anis. she seems innocent. haha.
from terenggau. nasib baik when she talks takda slang. haha
kejap lagi nak lunch dengan dia. there goes my diet -.- thanks very much anis. haha

MEAN.

kenapalah kau jahat sangat?

kenapa suka sakitkan hati orang lain tak pasal pasal?

you have unresolved issues. 

think back about what u did, and apologise.